By sincerely engaging in spiritual
practice, we can gain mastery over
our mind
I often hear in the rooms of
alcoholics anonymous, I have
surrendered my will over to God.
Well if we really turn our wills
over to God, we have to know what
Gods will is because at that point
it is no longer about us, but about
God. I started thinking to myself
which could be dangerous, is his
will in the 12 steps, could be for
some people working on all our
character defects, could it be in
the Big Book of alcoholic Annoy-
mous again it could be for some
people but I could not find his will
in either the steps or the Big Book.
I was sitting quietly and thinking on
this, when the phrase "one day at a
time", popped into my mind, a phrase
used often by alcoholics and druggies.
A fellow alcoholic veteran had told me
the phrase actually came from the
bible. The following may not be the
exact words but close enough, "do
not worry about tomorrow, because
the evils of today are great enough".
So again, I start thinking, when I pray
I am doing the talking, when I meditate
I am working on my character defects,
relaxing or just quiting my mind and
if God is talking to me during these
times, I don't hear him or I do not have
the right code.
So again, I start thinking and come to
the conclusion that the right code is the
bible. I started reading in the Book of
Mathew and now I know what Gods will
is for me, but doing his will is a different
matter than just saying the words. I
came across these words "I do what I
don't want to do and the things I want to
do, I don't do".
Well now that I know Gods will for me,
I don't know whether to be happy or sad.
Again I start thinking, boy, some of Gods
will, will be hard to follow, I will have to
change my life style, but I know of some
religious groups that take some parts of
the bible and leave other parts out, seems
ok for them, but I have an extra ace in the
hole, hang, I am an alcoholic and can
use that for not completely following his
will, boy, that is as good an excuse as
any, wonder if He will buy it? What do
you think?
Folks remember, the above is my opinion
only, have a great day.
Author: Alden Morrison
