By sincerely engaging in spiritual
practice, we can gain mastery over
our mind
Looking back I had a hard time
admitting I was a alcoholic. I
really did not think I was different
from other people. But I finally
came to admit it. I saw friends
take a couple of drinks and stop.
My body always wanted another
drink and always got it and then
another one, it seemed never to
not want another drink. Reflecting
on this, I can remember my friends
misplacing their drinks at a party
or bar when dancing or doing other
things, me I never did, it was always
in my hand waiting to be refilled but
I can remember not being able to
locate my car.
A person avoids peanut butter if he
or she is allergic to it because it will
make them sick or possibly face death,
same goes for a person allergic to shell
fish, it makes them deadly sick so both
the above type people avoid the food
which they are allergic too. Not the
alcoholic. If I avoid alcohol, I am Okay.
If I take that first drink my body craves
another then another and so on, my
allergy not only slowly kills me, but
destroys every relationship I have, helps
me break the laws of society and not
remember any of it. So I came to the
conclusion that I was not as normal
as the next person when it came to
drinking alcohol.
My sick mind went on thinking and
it came up with this, "I have a allergy
called alcoholism", and it stop arguing
with itself, my alcoholic mind does that
all the time, doesn't yours?
Some people will never admit to being
a alcoholic. They will perform all kinds
of test on themselves, i.e. drink on
weekends only, beer only, wine only,
etc., none of which works. We are
alcoholics and will never be able to
drink like normal people, nor will the
lovers of peanut butter or shell fish and
who are allergic, ever be able to enjoy
those foods.
Author: Alden Morrison
